THANKFUL

So it was around this time two years ago that I created this blog for the purpose of keeping track of my life and letting others get to know who I really am. And the little dog who inspired it all, Beau, was another reason. Its so hard to believe that in only a week I will have had him for two years. I can't convey how much this dog means to me. Because there is only a few things that bring me joy every single day and he is one of them.
Im sitting here in the library working on the slideshow of Beau for next week. It is literally breaking my heart. I know a lot of people could easily say "Its a dog." or "He won't even be here forever." but thats the point..he WONT be here forever. He won't be here as long as I will (unless an accident happened), but I'm his entire life. I'm everyday to him, and everyday has to be special because he deserves it. Since he only gets to be in a fourth of my life, I'm going to make his life worth way beyond that. He licks me to get me up in the morning, he waits for me to take his collar off at night so he can sleep, he obeys my every command, he is smart, loving, sympathetic, apologetic, everything a human is but without the ability to talk.
Sorry Im rambling and sorry if you think me being so worked up by a dog is stupid, but to me it isn't. Because to me dogs aren't just objects, they are family.