Sunday, June 14, 2015

GRADUATION

So, I know that I am almost a month late with this post. I just got super busy right before graduation. I had the honor of being salutatorian of my graduating class. I had to speak in front of everyone's friends and family...which was a little weird to me but surprisingly I wasn't nervous at all. Honestly, I do not have a lot to say about graduation other than the fact that I am glad it is finally over. I had an okay high school "career" but to be completely honest I didn't like most of the people I was around. {Wow, I probably sound like a total b*tch, oh well.} The truth is, a lot of people in high school turned out not to be my true friends. They would hang out wit me for a few months or so, but after a while they got bored of me or something...maybe it was the other way around. Honestly though, I couldn't care less. I know that true friends stay together no matter what, and if you were planning on only being my "friend" in high school...I don't care about you. High school was probably the four worst years of my life, the only thing I cared about was getting an education. Unlike 99.9% of my classmates who could've been content with sitting around in Dibble America eating barbecue chips and smoking cigarettes for the next 50 years. {Again, total b*tch}. Somehow every now and again I'd get sucked in to some stupid fight, with some stupid idiot who doesn't know anything. I quickly realized this last year that every time someone "ganged" up on me that NONE of my "friends" would stick up for me. Not one. So, I gracefully and kindly send my best wishes to those certain few, and hopefully we don't cross paths anytime soon. I know I probably sound hateful and mean, but if you went to school with the morons I had to go to school with you'd feel the same way. From being called a slut (even though I've been with Shayne for 3 years and been 100% faithful), a liar (what), a "horrible person", with a  "horrible personality", stuck up, rude, self-centered, b*tch, attention whore, nasty, etc....I think I have the right to pretty much say what I want. Im not any of those things, and If I am, I wonder why...maybe I turned "mean" because thats what everyone said I was.
Besides my four unfortunate, horrible years...I'd say the time I had with a FEW people were perfect. I'd like to thank just a few of those friends...if you aren't on here, you must've called me one of those amazing words above!

Shayne: I could type for hours about how much I love and care about you. Even though people always said "They always fight", we knew what was really going on. We honestly didn't fight all that much, sure every once in a while we'd have a blow out...but we just kept going. While most high school couples give up after their first fight, we stayed strong and knew that we could overcome anything.

Cheyne: I don't know what I'd do without you. You were one of my only fiends that actually stuck up for me and cared about me. I'd do the same for you any day. You always knew what to say and always knew how to cheer me up. We've confided in each other since the 8th grade, and I thank God that I met my amazing red headed sister.

Emmalie: I think I can officially call you a best friend. You are always there for me, always wanting to help me, always ready to listen to me, and I love that. I think I'm going to miss you more than anybody else. You still have a year left, and I hope that you do something fun with your life. You deserve it. You are such a beautiful, smart, and funny young lady and I think that you have no limits.

Maddie and Ashley: You two cracked me up on a daily basis. You two are one of the few that I've actually kept in touch with after high school. You poor souls have two years left, I hope they were way better than mine. I admire you two in the way that you just do not care at all what other humans have to say. That is such an important quality and BOTH of you have it. You both are beautiful, smart and absolutely hilarious and I hope we all stay friends a very long time.

Katie, Carson, and Mackenzie: I don't even know where to begin with you three. You made my childhood a little longer, and a lot more fun. I miss playing hobos (no matter how stupid it was), I miss playing "Mama's Cafe" in the barn, and making silly videos together. It is weird to think that that was only a few years ago...and that now we are all growing up. I love all of you so much and I'm so glad to be your big sister.

Lorian: Even though we didn't get to go to high school together, you are one of the only people I would trust with everything. You are such an amazing person, and even though Im older (by a day c:) I look up to you so much. You are so talented and creative, and you are going to go so far with that. I love you so much and we are truly best friends.

Agostina: Even though we live 3,000 miles away from each other. We have been friends since I was 13 or 14. I don't care what anybody says..internet friends ARE friends. Just because I don't see you on a daily basis, or see you every once in a while doesn't mean we aren't friends. From our late night messaging, to our first time meeting on Skype, I don't care how long it takes...we will meet each other face to face one day! You've gotten me through so much, and I thank you so much for that! I love you!

Shania: We haven't known each other for as long as some of my other friends have, but that means nothing. You are super funny, smart and beautiful. Don't let anybody ever tell you otherwise! I love you bunches, and soon we will also meet!

Of course I'd like to thank my parents, grandparents, and great grandparents, aunts and uncles for everything they've done for me too. I'd like to also thank my three older siblings, Myka, Bailey, and Bryce. You guys always know what to say if I need some advice. We have some hilarious memories..I just wish we could go back to around when we first met so we could re-live them more!

I kind of had to rush the last few so I'm sorry If you don't feel like it's enough? xD Anyways, here are some pictures from graduation for everyone.